Ok this month can be described as follows.
Lost 4K in first 3 days, grinded the rest of the month to get break even and made it to that point 2 days ago, then lost every pot in the 2 days since to go right back in the clarts at -2.5k. I feel like I am playing multis as well as I did when landed a couple of big ones despite the loss column being horrid as i lose an 80 20 in almost every one. I was starting to get really confident on cash but that has hit a downturn in last few days also.
Off to Amsterdam with work tomorrow so no play till Sat which probably comes at a good time as I go back to doubting myself again.