JAN POKER P AND L (DISASTER)

Played horrid for 4 days at start of month, played well ever since and just constant shafting as has been last 6 months. Well down cash EV and don't know how you equate it for multis but must be 5 figs behind EV.

FL -749
Multi -2133
NL -2563
PLO -360
RAKEBACK 220
TOTAL PROFIT -5585

Had a staking deal in place which has ended by mutual consent, hence 4k of the losses above are not for my individual P and L putting net loss at -1585 in the month.

OVERALL TOTAL PROFIT (MS) -1585

HIGHS

1) Played extremely well in multis, am getting stacked up early and then getting shafted in races at worst scenarios. It is easy to think when winning your doing everything right and when losing everything wrong but I genuinely feel this is best i played in multis for about 6 months and have a -2.1K month !!!!

2) Beat 3 6 on *s over 10000 hands.

3) Qualified for Manchester *s thing next month.

LOWS

1) Played a few games i should not as not positive EV such as FL and PLO.

2) First 4 days of month i played awful and got in bad spots

3) luck is terrible consistently, I feel I am 100-1 in a race and if their is anything in the mental state and willing certain cards then i will the wrong ones !!!

4) Confidence is almost 0 and no bankroll. Hence posting now to avoid further play bar the blogger stuff on *s.

5) Feels bad when lose someone elses cash on a staking deal, really feel low about yourself and obviously they have lost cash.